even a feather in flight
can sketch your young form,
or the sunbeam
playing hide-and-seek among
the trees along
the ditch, rebounding
from house roofs and from
a child's mirror

the crude bridge there, where
you crossed every day to
go to school or to your friend's
house nearby...
down the banks, tip-toe
over, up the other side through
the cottonwood trees

the hot, summer night
you sneaked out at the sound
of Dad's snore, stole
away to the bridge,
the footsteps you heard...
 
always this bitter exhaustion
of sinking only
to rise the same,
from centuries,
from seconds, of nightmares
that can't recover
the light of your eyes
in the moonlight

there by the water,
the long wail of grief,
of sheer terror,
when a shot rang out,
a bird's wings shattered
and feathers flew
like you
toward home

--Jo VonBargen 2012


 


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03/03/2012 8:29am

That's why I've never been a hunter. I hear people say they hunt for food. That's fine. I've never been that hungry. Your words are beautiful and sad and, as always, will affect me for a long time.

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03/03/2012 11:39am

Thank you, Caleb. The only thing I hunt with is a camera. Like you, I do understand subsistence hunting, but very few humans need to do it anymore. I remember this terrifying moment like it was five minutes ago.

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Oscar Sparrow
03/03/2012 2:26pm

There is a section in Thomas Hardy where Tess (Of the D'Urbevilles) sleeps beneath a tree and the blood of a wounded (shot) bird drips on her. I could never go fishing and have written of this.Your poem is grounded in the human condition and touches it. Your capture it all and send it out again to speak. You will need one hell of an editor one day to make some choices!

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03/03/2012 8:44pm

"...and feather flew like you toward home." Just so perfect.

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03/06/2012 11:14am

Oscar, Christina...thanks so much for your lovely comments! Much appreciated!

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03/08/2012 12:14am

"the long wail of grief,
of sheer terror,
when a shot rang out,
a bird's wings shattered
and feathers flew
like you
toward home"
Gave me chills. Reminds me of someone dear to me that I lost.

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03/09/2012 1:32pm

Thanks so much, WH! I'm so sorry about your friend. Loss is very much a part of all our lives, isn't it? So sad.

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