Live performance by Texas author and poet Jo VonBargen

Words and voice: Jo VonBargen
Sound Engineer: Phillip Barker
 

Stare

09/29/2011

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Picture

absorbed and pale, you
sit in front of a burning
mirror and ponder

see how you breathe
without body or voice, betrayed
by reflection

look how you've gnawed
and swallowed memories, how
the rust is so
bitter

you are travail,
an apocalypse,
sun going down

someone has hung their gasps
in your eyes, and brushes
your hair with stony
silence

the evil you see is
the strangled brook, still
gurgling, the curling
of the shriveled leaf,
the fallen deer

for good there is only divine
indifference, the drowse
at noon, the cloud,
the soaring wren

you are a benediction, a
destruction, gone mad
in the light

--Jo VonBargen 2011


"Beautifully written!" A time capsule for future generations. FROM THIS FAR TIME (The Human Saga) Fierce, taut poetry! http://www.amazon.com/dp/B005KJLCLC

 
 
Picture


When you breathed your last
I willed us to be in the old apple orchard
where wind would sweep in with a
new surge of life

But here were only a bright tangle 
of memories
sinking, foundering -
and it was no orchard, but
a reliquary

Was the fluttering
I heard your last flight?
              a commotion in eternity's womb?

You see how this patch
of ordinary earth
transforms into a crucible

Beyond the bed curtain
I hit a sheer wall of rage
that you, my beloved, suffered for even
a nanosecond, heaving,
sucking at air
to extract simple O2

Then you found it, the hole
in the surly net that held you
down, to deftly jump out and flee

Go. I've prayed hard for this.
Find Mama and God, any
saving apparition

My thirst for your relief
rawly sated
in the hour of your leaving,
I held my wet cheek to yours,
and kissed you, 

your long, rich story
gurgling in my heart,
               the rust no longer bitter,

your light still warm on my face


--Jo VonBargen 2011


"Beautifully written!" A time capsule for future generations. FROM THIS FAR TIME (The Human Saga) Fierce, taut poetry! http://www.amazon.com/dp/B005KJLCLC